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THIS IS WHAT WE CALL A TRAGEDY
i don't need this shit. i really fucking don't need this. i'm in one of the most high-stressed weeks of my life and yet everyone seems to want something from me that i can't give. it's a fucking miracle i haven't gone into full collapse yet. my mom's actually acknowledging for the first time that i can only do what i can do, too bad i can't get anyone else to see that. i'm sorry if you feel NEGLECTED. i'm sorry if you feel LET DOWN. i'm sorry if you feel that i'm not TRYING MY HARDEST. i'm so sorry if you want to fucking SLIT MY THROAT AND WATCH THE BLOOD POUR DOWN MY FUCKING PILLOW you hate me that fucking much. i'm sorry if you're sick of these fucking posts of mine where i go off in a stupid depressed tangent and WANT TO KILL ME BECAUSE OF THAT. i'm sorry if i'm not PAYING YOU THE ATTENTION YOU DESERVE. please forgive me if i'm giving you a fucking migrane.
love forever and for always
-bella muerte
i don't need this shit. i really fucking don't need this. i'm in one of the most high-stressed weeks of my life and yet everyone seems to want something from me that i can't give. it's a fucking miracle i haven't gone into full collapse yet. my mom's actually acknowledging for the first time that i can only do what i can do, too bad i can't get anyone else to see that. i'm sorry if you feel NEGLECTED. i'm sorry if you feel LET DOWN. i'm sorry if you feel that i'm not TRYING MY HARDEST. i'm so sorry if you want to fucking SLIT MY THROAT AND WATCH THE BLOOD POUR DOWN MY FUCKING PILLOW you hate me that fucking much. i'm sorry if you're sick of these fucking posts of mine where i go off in a stupid depressed tangent and WANT TO KILL ME BECAUSE OF THAT. i'm sorry if i'm not PAYING YOU THE ATTENTION YOU DESERVE. please forgive me if i'm giving you a fucking migrane.
love forever and for always
-bella muerte