Jul 26, 2005 18:04
i was telling joseph yesterday wow like it hasn't hit me that were leaving and like right now posting a comment in andi's journal just made me realize shit im really freaking leaving. i know i'll be back like on holidays and maybe weekends but what about like everyone thats leaving leaving. i wont be seeing some of the people responsible for making my life what it is and making me the person iam today. ppl that have formed part of my heart. realizing that im taking a big step and opening a new chapter in my life makes me sooo freaking excited but so sad too. packing like memories of years ago made me smile with a tear falling down. i have been blessed.. truly blessed with the friends i have.. omg every single one of my girls i love them and i couldnt ask for better friends better memories. the ones that ha ve been with me since i had indian long hair lol my braces my crutches my boot my highlighted hair my reblious middle school days my breakups my heartaches but most importantly my laughter and joy. even the new friends i've made along the way liek omg chela i feel like i've known you forever! i love you guys and we have to keep in touch. lol im sorry this entry is an emotional one. but i just want to make sure everyone knows i love them A LOT! because i dont want to save it till later.