Now I can pretend this whole thing's not happening....
Figured I'd update..I dont even remember what i've been up to but let's see..Last weekend Friday night I had Eve, Jacka, Elyse, Megg, Molly, Lee, Tyler, and Swindi over. That was a wicked fun night, lots of laughs. Uh Saturday night i went out to dinner with Eve Kevin, Dupey, LisaB, Megg, Molly, and my sister. That was also i really fun night. Monday and Tuesday i stayed home from school sick which was a nice break from school. Friday was the pep rally and we all got Junior shirts made which all looked really cute and the pep rally was ok, not the best but whatever. Um the Varsity football game that night was wicked fun and crazy, but they lost :( After i went to Eve's and just hung out. Then last night I had Diane, Lauren, Megg, Molly, Kendra, Amy, Kayla, Kelsey, Evelyn, Jade, Julia, Jesst, Elyse, and Jackie over and we all got ready for the Harvest Dance. I think we all looked wicked cute!! Uh the beginning of the dance was pretty fun, towards the end it got kinda bad but oh well :/ ...It seems i always end up leaving this dance dissapointed or upset...
So that was my week, kinda fun but coulda been alot better. Things are just really kinda hitting me lately and it sucks how you realize certain things will never be the same. But i guess you can't get all caught up in the drama and you just have to over come all the pain and heartache and just have fun...you're never going to get these days back so you gotta live em to the best. Easier said then done but things I'm hoping will get alot better with time, i just gotta except the way things are and how they are suppsoed to be right now....
I'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that I need to move on
On the other side, I wanna break down and cry..