THINK OF ALL THE TIMES THAT I WASTED!!!

[in_the_zone03]

I HATE BEING LIKE THIS AND ITS SO FUCKING FRUSTRATING!! I AM SICK OF FUCKING CRYING OVER HIM AND TRYING TO DEAL WITH THE SITUATION WHY DO I LET PEOPLE IN WHO ARE AT THE END OF THE DAY ARE GONNA HURT ME. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING LAST ON EVERYONES LIST. I HATE LIVING IN THIS FUCKING LIFE AND I JUST WANT TO RUN. YES IVE BEEN GOING OUT AND MEETING PEOPLE..BUT ALL WANTED IS TO FEEL WANTED AND BE CARED ABOUT BUT IM ONLY BEING USED. YES I MAY LOOK TOUGH ON THE OUTSIDE BUT IM HURT AND LONELY IN THE INSIDE AND I WANTED WAS TO BE WITH HIM AND THATS IT AND THAT WAS DESTROYED.

SO HOW SHOULD I FUCKING FEEL TELL ME!!!!!!