the weekend
this weekend was completely and totaly fun/insaine. it was the weekend of BGB and for the mostpart it was an ok show for me. friday however was rather rough. it started in the 1st number where i forgot to back up and low and behold i walk right into jenny g's bootay. after that things were a lil week for me. humm, then came my solo...oh dear god.... "Theres a boy who works at Starbucks, who is very inspirational, he is very inspirational because of many things, i come in at 8:11 and he smiles and says "how are you?" when he smiles and says "how are you?" i could swear my heart grows wings......uuuhh and he smiles and says "how are you?" uhh umm (damn) uhhh AND i told him my names Carol and thank you for the extra foam........." grrrrrr i was sooo pissed that i actually forgot my lyrics after a summer of singin it w/ kt all the time. anyway i was soo soo mad at myself it felt like i was standing up there in silence for like 20 mins. oh well at least the part i did remember sounded ok lol ( quote of the night "shat happens") lol and like after i thought ppl were gunna be like good job anyway but apparently like no one knew considering i was supposed to be really nervous anyway. so i guess that one worked pretty well. anyway the cast party was fun thought im afraid to ask what happened in ben's room when rj and i left ( they were lyin on the bed...w/ no lights humm) lol after stayin out till like 2 am i went home went to sleep woke up and got picked up at freggin 650 in the mornin... god kill me now. lol that was exciting. we stopped at panera and got coffee and food and then went to school to get on the buses to go to Columbus for winds. that was umm interesting considering we drove 2 hrs there for a 45 min concert in from of like 15 ppl and then drove home another 2 hrs. ugg. HIGHLIGHT we stopped at a mall to eat lunch and lin, kt, me, and tom got oh yea STARBUCKS coffee. there was a guy there but he didnt have a nametag. (dunno if he was Taylor) lol oh yea tom its SQUISH not FOM lol and i think i lost some brain cells from that thing lol oh well not like i need em... he he but anyway saturday's bgb went way better for me i didnt mess up in the 1st # and Taylor went perfect (i even got to growl) lol sounded kinda funny but oh well. so i was really excited after that preformance, but sad cuz it was our last show :( . anyway after tearing down some stuff a few of us headed over to Lin-Flo's house and ov corse we watched the ring. we gotta start watchin comedies. AND I GOT TO HOLD PUPPIES omg they were soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo adorable. i love them and i want one!!!!! really!! Man im such a sucker for animals expecially babies. aww... lol so that brings us to sunday where i did hand in hand for 4 hrs and had pine cone wars with kim harvanek and tricked caitlin into talking to scott.. mwahahaha.. after i went to laurens church womens christmas thingy. idk we ate food and did really fun crafts. and i got to try sushi (worst stuff ive ever tasted) it was so grose!! lol but i tried it. today was fun too. i went to french then math were i was so tempted to kill mr. stevens (for the brame thingy) but instead i took out my anger on uncooked pasta lol he he. then we headed out to elyria for a leadership convention thingy that was so amazing and fun. the speakers were fabulous the games were really fun and we got to rock climb (again) woot-woot after that i helped finish clean-up for BGB and found out that i cant see shades of orange lol depressing.. oh well! all in all this week was fun but crazy and tomorrow is mix-it up day yay for only going to 1/2 my classes. he he im really sad tho. bgb brought me closer to a lot more ppl and now that its over i wont get to see them as much (heather.(my stripping buddy)......steph.......everyone) well have to stay close. i loved spending so much time with the crew and rj 2 like setting up after school and b4 practices and shows. techie wanna b. lol im gunna miss it a lot. so rj's sick and in a lot of pain and i feel terrible for him cuz theres nothing i can do to stop it. (tear) feel better....!!! but i g2g frech is the foreign devil. burn devil!!! lol im out lol (sry so long) ina typin frenzy!!