gone.........
Ever have those times where you feel like your life is falling apart. iv seen the clues, it was in the back of my mind... i just denied it. i prayed for things to get better... and now i know that they probably will not. everyone is trying their best to help and it makes me feel better at school, but when i come home the pain is still there. eating away at me... im so confused, is he gone for good. does he still care about me or is he coosing to go live a new different life. will we talk again. can we ever be how we were. no... everything has changed. i want my brother home, i need saving... i need him here. things are so wrong. i dont know what happened but i feel as if its my fault. i cant concentrate because it wont leave my mind...i cant stop thinking about it... i pray for the best...and thats all i can do right now. im alone...come back