.like a saturday night ill be gone.

[in_the_mood]

. so everything seems to be going alright. nothing too bad. last night elizabeth spent the night. that was cool. i just got back from adams house. he could tell that there was something wrong with me. and thats a good thing. i guess. i just wish that there wasnt something wrong with me. he asked me what was up. i didnt know what to say. i just had an uneasy look on my face. how so i say "im not sure if im happy with the relationship". in my head... it seems so easy.. but when theres an oppurtunity to explain how i feel. i freak out and shut up. thats not good. its really not cool how thsi relationship isnt going so well, and boss doesnt even know it. im so stupid. im a stupid girl, let me tell you. nevermind, i dont have to.

.school tomorrow. great. i have to face my world. school. i hate school.

. i have nothing else to say. all i do now is whine and complain. ill stop now.