(no subject)
. so everything is going grand with boss. at first i was scepticle about us, but now for the most part im happy. hes at barona right now. hope he wins some denaro.
.yesterday we went to seau's, and went to the drive in. it was freezing cold! but it was grand. i cant beleive he said i love you. he keeps on saying "no i really do" because in the past or with elizabeth they would say it just to say it.. and he was like "its different with you"... he asked me if i believed in soul mates. i said i didnt know. and i use to.. but i really dont know. i asked him back and he replied with a "i dont know" but later on that night he told me that he thinks that we are ment to be. i didnt know what to say to that. as much as i love my boss... i wont be the person to say that we will be together for the rest of our lives.. been there done that... nieve was i.
. he told all our friends that if he ever breaks up with me to kick his ass. lol. he doesnt plan of breaking up with me. i mean why wqould he? why get into a relaitonship if you plan on breaking up with them eh? i dont plan on breaking up with him.. but im not sure if we are "ment to be"... ive gone through this love thing. its great... but i think im smarter this time. and as much as hes "under my skin" (frank sinatra) i think im resistant towards giving my heart up so easliy. and i dont think im too afraid. i dont think he would do anything to hurt me.. and if it was up to him, we would be together forever..so why am i playing it safe (or trying to anyway)???
. i have a cold... i hate this!
................................................................................................................
adam just called me to see how i waws doing. hes on his way back from barona..today i cried because i felt so bad.. and when i was on the phone i sounded horrible. hes coming over with suitifed... how nice eh? boy is that man sweet.. im going to go rest.
.yesterday we went to seau's, and went to the drive in. it was freezing cold! but it was grand. i cant beleive he said i love you. he keeps on saying "no i really do" because in the past or with elizabeth they would say it just to say it.. and he was like "its different with you"... he asked me if i believed in soul mates. i said i didnt know. and i use to.. but i really dont know. i asked him back and he replied with a "i dont know" but later on that night he told me that he thinks that we are ment to be. i didnt know what to say to that. as much as i love my boss... i wont be the person to say that we will be together for the rest of our lives.. been there done that... nieve was i.
. he told all our friends that if he ever breaks up with me to kick his ass. lol. he doesnt plan of breaking up with me. i mean why wqould he? why get into a relaitonship if you plan on breaking up with them eh? i dont plan on breaking up with him.. but im not sure if we are "ment to be"... ive gone through this love thing. its great... but i think im smarter this time. and as much as hes "under my skin" (frank sinatra) i think im resistant towards giving my heart up so easliy. and i dont think im too afraid. i dont think he would do anything to hurt me.. and if it was up to him, we would be together forever..so why am i playing it safe (or trying to anyway)???
. i have a cold... i hate this!
................................................................................................................
adam just called me to see how i waws doing. hes on his way back from barona..today i cried because i felt so bad.. and when i was on the phone i sounded horrible. hes coming over with suitifed... how nice eh? boy is that man sweet.. im going to go rest.