May 01, 2005 11:16
well damn the man.
im so scared of the summer. i cant wait for ozzfest, but otherwse im scared im gonna be alone, nowhere to go. i hope i can get a ride with amy to ozzfest. if not, ...... but i wish there wasnt such a big space of nothing between now and then.
my mom is feeling better. she was really pissed/depressed in the last few days. but its good that she is better.i wanna talk to my dad. i dont know when i talked to him last. :( i miss him. i dont know if i made the right choice to stay here till july 28th. isnt it a bit too far? adam said that this summer is gonna be different. better then the rest. and the one summer when its worse being here then there, im staying for a longer time. i have such bad luck. im pissed of, cause i didnt get to eat sushi this weekend like we all planned to. i didnt get my hair dyed either. its bullshit. dunya and amy went to 2 shows this weekend. i had one weekend in the past 2 months without this shit, i think last weekend. now its starting again. but fine. i had a great time with adam yesterday, i know that i can count on him anytime, and thats enough, even for a lifetime. of course hes got his on life. and thats awesome because im sad to say this, but he hasnt had too much luck with friends in the US. of course there is zsofi. and she is awesome and its so cool that they are friends because they are both great people. :)
yesterday night: adam came to my house at 8:30. he left his cellphone at andrews house on friday, so we went to get it. andrew is cool, heather is cool. andrew is so slow though. its really funny. they are awesome people. :) then we went to see hitchhikers guide to the galaxy. it was sooooo awesome. then we came home at 12:30, and we watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. and we went to sleep at 3am. it was cool. he just woke up. i just talked to my gradma, told her happy mothers day. she cut the top of her hand, and she didnt want to go to the hospital. she is stupid. but then they made her and they had stitch it up. shit i have to go make food. ill write later.