life.
GUESS WHAT ELSE.
i dont love my life anymore.
so after my apartment flooded and all my furniture was ruined, my landlord states it will be all fixed within a week. and he will reimburse me for everything that was damaged.
now, it will be till at least the end of the month,and we have to move out completely, and stash our shit in the empty apartment next door (that is a shit hole). i dont have a mattress to sleep on since it is ruined, or an apartment that is mine, or a phone that is hooked up since we will be next door. i am unemployed, and was supposed to move in for good today, but now i am not allowed to move in at all. and it wont be finished until at least the end of the month. and im pretty sure hes changed his mind about reimbursing me for all my furniture damage. ( my prom dress and my nannies sweaters are ruined as well...)
sometimes i wish i wouldnt wake up.
all i want is for things to be going good, and to stay good, for more than 2 or 3 days.
good stuff : brett keeps me sane, we go to montreal for of montreal in 12 days? or something. we had a staff party for my last day at work and i got some really nice presents, and cards. i will miss them alot. i have a job interview on friday at perks on the waterfront, its full time, and close to home so hopefully i will get it so i can make some money to pay for all the things i need.
to those who give a shit, i love you and i need some friends.
hellppp. im sad.
(longest post by me ever.)
i dont love my life anymore.
so after my apartment flooded and all my furniture was ruined, my landlord states it will be all fixed within a week. and he will reimburse me for everything that was damaged.
now, it will be till at least the end of the month,and we have to move out completely, and stash our shit in the empty apartment next door (that is a shit hole). i dont have a mattress to sleep on since it is ruined, or an apartment that is mine, or a phone that is hooked up since we will be next door. i am unemployed, and was supposed to move in for good today, but now i am not allowed to move in at all. and it wont be finished until at least the end of the month. and im pretty sure hes changed his mind about reimbursing me for all my furniture damage. ( my prom dress and my nannies sweaters are ruined as well...)
sometimes i wish i wouldnt wake up.
all i want is for things to be going good, and to stay good, for more than 2 or 3 days.
good stuff : brett keeps me sane, we go to montreal for of montreal in 12 days? or something. we had a staff party for my last day at work and i got some really nice presents, and cards. i will miss them alot. i have a job interview on friday at perks on the waterfront, its full time, and close to home so hopefully i will get it so i can make some money to pay for all the things i need.
to those who give a shit, i love you and i need some friends.
hellppp. im sad.
(longest post by me ever.)