i'm not stealing any lyrics
i'm listening to soty more again. i walk the like like johnny cash. so i have lied...i hate being in my mind sometimes.
every day brings new revelations as to what my thought patterns are outlining. mostly i feel like i am just a quitter, but then i lie down with him and i feel like the friendship barrier cannot be transformed into a long lasting love like our counsellor says. I am very skeptical of a future with him, but i am going to try.
we kicked so much ass on our backyard today. now to plant some seed and pretty soon we will have a lush green yard. Addison is being a dork and not sleeping....I'm exhausted!! not only from the yardwork, but getting up at 6am with him and then fighting with adam until 9 and having to be broken up by dustin. That was very difficult.
Addison's birthday is going to be awesome! My mom is making a pinata and mole enchilladas and adam is making addison's birthday cake. A chocolate ancho cake YUM!
Yesterday was awesome hanging out with Dustin and his son, Jesse. I cannot believe how much that kid talks now! And I love watching how he and his cousin Addison interact. They are going to be super tight.
Yoga this morning was awesome, I feel like i am getting in really good shape and strengthening my body to an extent I haven't seen before and I also started work at the local Rona Home and Garden Center so things are going really well for me which does give me the satisfaction I need to keep me focused. Hopefully I can keep it together without making a fool of myself.
Writing again has also really helped me ground myself and figure myself out. But Addison still wont sleep so we're going to go play...peace!
every day brings new revelations as to what my thought patterns are outlining. mostly i feel like i am just a quitter, but then i lie down with him and i feel like the friendship barrier cannot be transformed into a long lasting love like our counsellor says. I am very skeptical of a future with him, but i am going to try.
we kicked so much ass on our backyard today. now to plant some seed and pretty soon we will have a lush green yard. Addison is being a dork and not sleeping....I'm exhausted!! not only from the yardwork, but getting up at 6am with him and then fighting with adam until 9 and having to be broken up by dustin. That was very difficult.
Addison's birthday is going to be awesome! My mom is making a pinata and mole enchilladas and adam is making addison's birthday cake. A chocolate ancho cake YUM!
Yesterday was awesome hanging out with Dustin and his son, Jesse. I cannot believe how much that kid talks now! And I love watching how he and his cousin Addison interact. They are going to be super tight.
Yoga this morning was awesome, I feel like i am getting in really good shape and strengthening my body to an extent I haven't seen before and I also started work at the local Rona Home and Garden Center so things are going really well for me which does give me the satisfaction I need to keep me focused. Hopefully I can keep it together without making a fool of myself.
Writing again has also really helped me ground myself and figure myself out. But Addison still wont sleep so we're going to go play...peace!