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why stop now when stopping now didnt stop you then head for the hills with combat boots in till xmas which wont come till christmas except theyre the same thing but without the wings one is the other if you had another mother than the one that you were born to unless from a testtube you fell or were threw but back to the point if you did what good would it do would it change you or are you you because of you or are you you because of those things that have happened to you or around you and both and all not at once but all together is it your fault you are the way youve been or is it the way you were meant to be whats fate is there destiny or is it just that thing they tell you when you crawl and skin your knees so you dont fear the future quite as much with all its big damn choices angry faces and loud fucking voices dont just sit back and let shit happen to you grab shit by the balls and make that shit come to you dont make that shit come for you if you let it through defenses then maybe youre defenseless or maybe you let down your fences purposely just to vent this in that case is that what this is or am i just way to nervous cause i could never say this in a string of words from vocal chords to your ear drums my fingers just work so much better for jibberish is that what it is is it that or is jibberish just made up words and sounds or is it here throwing verbs and nouns around in places they dont belong read along does this shit sound like a song no then stop humming to yourself say it slower and it means less to yourself? improper contexts dont mean a thing to him if he were me he'd say the same god damn thing as i did when i was you a minute ago back in the pool i want to shower now but the waters far away the miracle of it is that i turn a knob and hey its here but hay is still for horses i just dont understand science when i look around me at the world i cant help but think that things dont just happen but i hope they sometimes do cause life can be so boring as it is but if i sit here and think in my head that ive got not much more control over it than i do over your heart or thumbs than it seems that much worse but what i mean is that i cant see how the world just fell into being and bred so many human beings without the help of a giant invisible hand or was it just that man evolved from hairy apes and thats the end of the beginning something so lame as just a loud ass bang and here i am a few years later i suppose in this context later is as later was before the economic ducks flew and said it was just monday. fuck just repeat that cents thing.