mix the chemicals right dear...

[in_srch_of_skye]

here's a poem/song whatever i wrote in school the other day. i needed to write something, and with some light prodding from jon, i decided to start writing again, so more soon im sure, just make sure and let me know how to make it better and what you like?

fake from id's to romance
fill my lungs up with butane.
brace myself for this pain,
hold it in, and spark the flame,
sit and watch my world, burn slowly away.

would you trust to scream my name in the dark,
to come run and save you?
or would you rather sit and die,
then dare to look into my eyes,
and tell me you need me...

voices inside keep me awake at night,
i see a face in the flames,
poetic justice is coming for me,
to take me away.

depressingly calm, im seeking my release,
hidden deep, in my backseat.
car running softly in an empty garage.
sigh and a smile,
an acceptance of fate.
your tears hit the floor,
but you're years to late, and as the pain flows away,
the engine sings me to sleep.
this will be the last time i close my eyes.

make sure you never say goodbye,
i'm sure i'll see you soon.

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empty.

(thanks for the comment-support from everyone, it has been appreciated, and its nice to know that so many actually give a shit, thanks again.)

~reynaldo