i swear
i got a comment that says all my entries are bad.... they are. i was going through a really hard time then. i didnt know who i REALLY was.. i still dont fully but im getting there. im starting to appreciate myself more. i know ive been a bitch and like permanatly p.m.s.ing but it wasnt on purpose i didnt even realize how i was till now. all i have to say is give me a chance to let u know who i really am. i dont hate anyone. i never will. how do i have the right to hate others when i dont even really know if i even like myself. but im trying. day by day im trying. im srry to everyone ive hurt including myself. i realized what my priorities are and how to change my life in to good and not just despair (kayla thank you) so if u read this and still hate me, imj srry. i dont know if i can change that. but i hope i can. im willing to change and im trying so hard.