at maayans

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hey yall! so i just got my lj thanks to the help of miss maayani!!!!!! lol well i guess everybodys heard she got a boyfriend! yay! lol well i have no idea where the fuck my boyfriend is or when hes coming back! i miss him so badly i dont know what to do! i need to talk to him and hear his voice i wish he would just call or something! anways.. i miss all my friends very much! i want to see them all so badly! i just got back from jersey a couple days ago! THAT WAS SOOO FUCKIN FUN~! lately ive been really scared about the future im not really sure what o do about it. the future is very scary! in five years im gonns be moving out and getting my own place (with elias) lol at least thats what everyone thinks! lol i guess i cant do anything to stop the future from coming so fast so i might as well not dwell on it so much. i usually just think about this stuff when i havent seen all my gals in a while so i cant wait to see them. i have certain moments somethimes when i feel so lonely but then i really think about it and im so lucky to have such caring friends. like maayan: beatiful,creative,smart,funny,taylors girl *lol* , and Talia: HALARIOS, understanding,pretty,smart, outgoing
Breanna: ohhh breanna, funny,talented,beatiful,my moms little angel *lol* ha, faboulus rapper. and rachel: pretty,smart,full of life,although calm,trustful. kayla: smart,outgiong,bubbling personality,keeps secrets.
this is no affence to any of my other chicas its just that these girls were the ones who stayed by me good times and bad! and i love them all so much for it! i love you guys so much u made a large impact in my life and i thankyou for that!