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Feb 18, 2008 21:37

doe doe dum. all in all the weekend was great, saw lotsa cool people, saw fam, got some shit done, yeah. if only i hadn't psyched myself out like i did.

went to wheel with the fam and got preached at by the 4th generation owner.. rethinking my vegetarianism.. i'm going to TRY to go ovo-vegetarian but we'll see. it's much harder this time around, i don't have that passion and spark i did the last time.

green campus coordinator applications are out again. i don't know.. i need to get involved again, need to stop thinking and start doing. need to get my resume cleaned up, get my plans for the future laid out. i need to really work on myself so to be more confident and get what i want. to get inspired.

my cousin ellen is 27, went to usc for film but went to business school in france and worked in london, but has moved back home here in irvine to pursue her writing career. it doesn't seem like much, but for the average person it is a huge thing. i dislike the thought of people getting into money hoarding careers and life paths with no rewards or influence on other people.. she was saying how most people her age she worked with often talked about how they want to be doing something more meaningful with their lives. just knowing that there are people in business that even have those thoughts is comforting to me. there is hope for people.

so with that, i really need to go to the career center, or just gain more world knowledge and find where my place is. but i talk a lot don't walk a lot.

another busy ass week. let's see how i handle this.. hello week 7.
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