Aug 24, 2006 21:34
Its been awhile since I posted on here. I have read enteries, but I haven't commented to often. I am sorry.
I have been dealt some bad news. I have to have a hysterectomy. So far it is scheduled for September 19 at 9 a.m. I have endometeriosis and andemyosis (I can't spell either) Tried going to the birth control route and it seemed to make it worse. I won't go into the details but it was awful for almost a month straight. My body can't handle the extra hormones so that eliminated that treatment and left only surgery.
It will be nice on one hand to not have to deal with the lovely monthly(or more) but I am having a MAJOR issue with the never having a baby again. I just hit the baby blues 3 months ago and really had almost decided to have russ' vasectomy reversed and try for a girl. Now I get the news that even if I did get pregnant, I would never carry even close to term. Talk about a blow. I know I have to go through with it, but my god I don't want to at all.