my head hurts
so tonite i played wallyball. at first i was scared. and that feeling continued after the first two minutes of playing when i hit myself in the face with the ball. how embarrassing. so then i do worse cuz i;'m scared of the ball. and since i;'m doing worse i hate my life becuz i like to get frustrated with myself. and then i get over it and start hitting the ball and i'm feeling more confident and then the lights go out and we continue to play. and after that we win. finally. after two games of losing we win the third and final game. the four of us. so now despite the headache i wanna play wallyball. i want to play tomorrow but i know no one will be around to or will actually want to. gah.
i realized tonite that this will be my first valentines without having someone. that sucks. its seriously been five years. i always had managed to swindle someone to "be mine." i guess not this year. oh well. those candy hearts are bitter anyway.
but in other good news to get my mind off my singleness i will have some eye candy. glo and i will be going on our sixth date to see the honorary title on valentines day. and i hope to see them the day prior with derek at the knitting factory. its not as if i have anything better to do.
talking to sean tonight made me feel a lot better. he said not to worry about saturday. i offered him fifty bucks cuz i couldn';t find anyone to cover my shift but he said not to worry. i keep feeling like i have work today and it bothers me a lot, but i know i dont. atleast i think so. i know i have work sunday. 11- 530.
i start school on tuesday which i'm kinda happy about. not really about waking up so freakin early. and by early i mean earlier than the 12 noon i have become accustomed to. i have intro to journalism at 9 30 and then a big break til entrepeneurship at 12 30. and then on wed i start volleyball and i am really excited about that cuz doug is in that class.
i watched run ronnie run again with derek. i'm outta french vanilla cream. bah to that.
so now the bravery is playing next saturday. is anyone gonna wanna come with me? everyone jumped on the honorary title bandwagon months after i had so is it gonna take another couple of months before anyone will give the bravery the time of day. i promise they're good and if you like head automatica or the faint you'll like them. just go..... come on...it'll be funnnn...
i realized tonite that this will be my first valentines without having someone. that sucks. its seriously been five years. i always had managed to swindle someone to "be mine." i guess not this year. oh well. those candy hearts are bitter anyway.
but in other good news to get my mind off my singleness i will have some eye candy. glo and i will be going on our sixth date to see the honorary title on valentines day. and i hope to see them the day prior with derek at the knitting factory. its not as if i have anything better to do.
talking to sean tonight made me feel a lot better. he said not to worry about saturday. i offered him fifty bucks cuz i couldn';t find anyone to cover my shift but he said not to worry. i keep feeling like i have work today and it bothers me a lot, but i know i dont. atleast i think so. i know i have work sunday. 11- 530.
i start school on tuesday which i'm kinda happy about. not really about waking up so freakin early. and by early i mean earlier than the 12 noon i have become accustomed to. i have intro to journalism at 9 30 and then a big break til entrepeneurship at 12 30. and then on wed i start volleyball and i am really excited about that cuz doug is in that class.
i watched run ronnie run again with derek. i'm outta french vanilla cream. bah to that.
so now the bravery is playing next saturday. is anyone gonna wanna come with me? everyone jumped on the honorary title bandwagon months after i had so is it gonna take another couple of months before anyone will give the bravery the time of day. i promise they're good and if you like head automatica or the faint you'll like them. just go..... come on...it'll be funnnn...