Jan 15, 2005 15:39
i was at a loss when livejournal was shut down. i had no where to go. i guess that's sad.
i have writer's block and i hate it. but my other artistical outlets could be thriving if i had some canvas and new paints and paintbrushes. white oleander inspired me friday morning as i lay still awake thrusting around my covers and pillows.
lately i can't sleep. it's a chore and i'm tired all the time except for the moments when i want to sleep.
i wish my mom would follow through with all her ideas. it's taken me ten years to get her where i wanted her to be.