hell of an update eh?

Jan 13, 2005 03:21

woo hooo folks i almost entered an entry with no entry at all and wouldn't that have been silly?!

so i bore my soul tonight. i wore my heart on my sleeve.

thanks to the three of you who listened. it's funny we all feel lonely, stressed out, manic, and crazy...forgetting we all have eachother to keep us from breaking. i don't know about you, but i don't mind breaking your fall so lean on me. i hear i'm perfect height for leaning.

the show was amazing tonight. it made me realize how badly i wanted to be up there and maybe it would make me happy.

i think people should stop trying to be other people. it's more than likely you'll never be them and they're probably more fucked up than you so whats the point. thats why you have your own life and they have their own.

we need to stop stressing and forcing answers. it's hard to say that and stick to it. becuz we are all so impatient and on a need to know RIGHT NOW basis. a wise boy once told me to just go with the flow. things will happen as they are supposed to. everything will fall into place. and ya know what? it actually hurts less.

some people are better friends than others. some take advantage of others. some are forgetful. some only think of themselves. some are bipolar friends. meanwhile there are those who are so selfless, devoted, and caring. i want to be surrounded by those type of people. i think i found a couple of those tonite.

i dunno. i hope i could be considered a good friend. i never really thought i was.

i was talking to phil about getting "got." i think there are a few people who "get" me.
i honestly thing glo is my soul mate. and to say that kinda makes me teary in a corny kinda way. just living across the street from eachother since i was born exactly two weeks later. despite all the fights and the fall outs. i think we build ourselves more and more each time we come back to eachother. no one ever said soulmates were just for "lovers."
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