oh my god
Tuesday Derek and I ate at Quiznos and what Derek said really comforted me. Just let everything fall into place. Yeah I'll do that. I'm feeling better about that.
I saw a bunch of people at Applebees last night. Alex Baez, Bryan Monahan, Melissa, and Evan. I see how everyone else has changed since I've last seen them and I can only wonder what they think of me now. Alex said, "I feel like you have more piercings since I last saw you." Haha It's only my nosering. but oh well.
Someone said that if you're still friends with the same people your second year of college you'll pretty much be friends with them after college and so on and so forth. Part of me really wishes that were true. It scares me that Joe is moving because I am somewhat afraid that everything is falling apart. Like everyone is all moving out west whereas I came back east to be with everyone. I like it here. I just want things to remain intact. I don't want Joe to leave. It's a sad thought.
Michael pointed out this one Stills song, "Animals and Insects," and it's so low that I never really noticed it when it was playing in my car, but now I can't stop listening to it. I don't know why I just feel so compelled to believing that this song is, in fact, me right now. I love that the chorus is just "oh my god." and i love that at the conclusion of the song it's filled with hollow thumping drumming. and it just ends.
"I stumble out of a nite club thinking animals and insects don't do drugs. I think i'll go out and act like I'm celibate. And jingle bells in a Christmas choir.// I saw fellini kick a dog in the teeth but he can't beat me down. Blood streaming from my palms and my feet I'll bring the heavens down, screaming with me.// Oh my God. Oh my God. // I'll shake my cutie-pie fist at a waitress when I'm sick of the way that I've been. I think I'll go out and act anti-celibate. And throw grenades at a Christmas choir. // Oh my god! Oh my God! // "
I saw a bunch of people at Applebees last night. Alex Baez, Bryan Monahan, Melissa, and Evan. I see how everyone else has changed since I've last seen them and I can only wonder what they think of me now. Alex said, "I feel like you have more piercings since I last saw you." Haha It's only my nosering. but oh well.
Someone said that if you're still friends with the same people your second year of college you'll pretty much be friends with them after college and so on and so forth. Part of me really wishes that were true. It scares me that Joe is moving because I am somewhat afraid that everything is falling apart. Like everyone is all moving out west whereas I came back east to be with everyone. I like it here. I just want things to remain intact. I don't want Joe to leave. It's a sad thought.
Michael pointed out this one Stills song, "Animals and Insects," and it's so low that I never really noticed it when it was playing in my car, but now I can't stop listening to it. I don't know why I just feel so compelled to believing that this song is, in fact, me right now. I love that the chorus is just "oh my god." and i love that at the conclusion of the song it's filled with hollow thumping drumming. and it just ends.
"I stumble out of a nite club thinking animals and insects don't do drugs. I think i'll go out and act like I'm celibate. And jingle bells in a Christmas choir.// I saw fellini kick a dog in the teeth but he can't beat me down. Blood streaming from my palms and my feet I'll bring the heavens down, screaming with me.// Oh my God. Oh my God. // I'll shake my cutie-pie fist at a waitress when I'm sick of the way that I've been. I think I'll go out and act anti-celibate. And throw grenades at a Christmas choir. // Oh my god! Oh my God! // "