u would hit me for what i'm listening to right now
i'll say it time and time and time again. maybe i shouldn't drink so much.
it's not even because I get sick because I don't usually.
today everything is semi hazy. Like I remember things vaguely. thanks blackhaus.
but umm i woke up in my car today. my new jacket was stained. i'll wash it off don't worry. and i came home at 8 30 in the morning. i haven't slept, but my dad did get me a bagel with cream cheese. mmm. i watched the last five mins of old school. i'm wearing my new sweater. and i'm dumb because i am having money troubles and i spent 115 dollars in american eagle yesterday.
i have this bad habit of feeling ugly and for stupid occasions i go to crazy extremes to try to make myself "look better." this week consisted of falling off a tredmill, burning myself beyond comprehension, and throwing away money i was in dire need of having.
but despite all that i had a good time at the party from what i can remember atleast. oh i love my friends so much. i just wish i had stretch armstrong arms right now so i could hug them all at once.
oh and ps...lemme know ur guilty pleasure songs. i want to make a mix tape. so far i have britney spears, kelly clarkson, justin timberlake, ashlee simpson, vanessa carlton, and beyonce. i need more dammit.
it's not even because I get sick because I don't usually.
today everything is semi hazy. Like I remember things vaguely. thanks blackhaus.
but umm i woke up in my car today. my new jacket was stained. i'll wash it off don't worry. and i came home at 8 30 in the morning. i haven't slept, but my dad did get me a bagel with cream cheese. mmm. i watched the last five mins of old school. i'm wearing my new sweater. and i'm dumb because i am having money troubles and i spent 115 dollars in american eagle yesterday.
i have this bad habit of feeling ugly and for stupid occasions i go to crazy extremes to try to make myself "look better." this week consisted of falling off a tredmill, burning myself beyond comprehension, and throwing away money i was in dire need of having.
but despite all that i had a good time at the party from what i can remember atleast. oh i love my friends so much. i just wish i had stretch armstrong arms right now so i could hug them all at once.
oh and ps...lemme know ur guilty pleasure songs. i want to make a mix tape. so far i have britney spears, kelly clarkson, justin timberlake, ashlee simpson, vanessa carlton, and beyonce. i need more dammit.