It has been over a year.

[in_my_reverie]

I have not written in this thing for over a fucking year! This is where I would go when I was feeling really lonely. LJ is always there. I can't believe I said that. Haha anyway. I guess it is hard to get lonely when you live with at least 3 other people one being your boyfriend. However, the truth is you can be lonely in a group of a million. You can be lonely in a room with your lover. Loneliness and sadness are their own entities and come when they please. The fuckers came knocking on my door tonight.

I think I am going to go body slam Chad while he sleeps on the couch in attempts to cheer myself up and piss him off.