i have things to say.

[in_my__dreams]

This break has been pretty good. It's nice to be home. I wish I was better at keeping in touch with people. I keep in touch with some people, but not everyone that I would ordinarily hang out with I think. And I haven't really kept in touch that much with people from school. Which I think is normal, but still. I mean it's hard to keep in touch with everyone all the time.

I'm worried to go back to school, because my parents kind of have no ability to lift things. Like, my mom has frozen shoulder, and my dad has this pinched nerve, so I am the only person who lifts things in our house. I don't know how they'll do the laundry and stuff. I'm also kind of worried about being at school while my dad has surgery if he has surgery. I know that I could probably come home for it, but I'm not sure it would be worth it entirely. And also I have no idea what's going on with Memphis.
I don't think that this was the right time to have break for my parents. They aren't really themselves. My dad's in pain and my mom is just either obsessed with my dad's pain or obsessed with herself or something else.
I mean it's really not that bad. I'm just noticing.

I am excited to be back in Madison. I'm nervous for some of my classes / excited for them too. Scary is exciting.
I miss my slippers and my comforter that I left at school.
I am excited to be in Witte and see my friends yayay.