Mar 31, 2005 15:11
I find myself staring into space... at a wall but not "at it" more like through it. My body feels so tired, but it's not doing anything. Explain that. I love where I am, in my head I thought it was going to be different. Is this my new life... for how long. I need prayer. In no way am I complaining, or not meaning to. there are just things I really want out of life. One of the things is currently being carried out. the other I have no idea how it could come to pass. My close friends know my heart's desires, as does God. I know He will never let me suffer. and I am in no way suffering. Bless God for all He has done... and will do in my life. I wish I wasn't so selfish sometimes.