but whatever, i say

[in_his_im_age]

So this week is the one I have been waiting for
planning for
hoping for 
for a very long time now

and by the by
this day didn't fall out from the sky
it has been the same for the past 2 years + now
but whatever, 
i say

so my family is starting to make their way in
mom from new zealand tonight
mark????brother????? from new zealand tonight???hmmmm......

dad and barb on thursday from michigan
matt!!!!!brother!!!!! on thursday from michigan
and then the rest of the loved ones are here in texas
but then you wouldn't know it would you
people are really bad about R.S.V.P.ing
and just because you don't plan to come
doesn't mean you don't R.S.V.P
it just means your missing out  :P

so like maybe 4 or 5 people have R.S.V.P.'d
ok so i am exaggerating a little here
but I invited a lot more than I am hearing back from
and if at all possible
i would like to save money
and not buy excess food 
that won't be eaten
because people have plans
but whatever, 
i say

so there will be laughter
and there will be joy
there will be tears
and there will be hope

this will be a great weekend
one to be remembered for a long time coming
since it has been a long time coming
the hardest thing i have ever had to do in my life
and i am thankful for those around me 
who support me
it means more to me than you can ever know
literally
but whatever,
i say