Nov 12, 2006 01:33
So I thought this weekend was going to completely suck. I wasn't going to see either of the people I wanted to see and I had to work on Saturday night when I was originally supposed to be off. I just figured it was going to blow. But... the last 3 days have been the exact opposite. They've been great. It almost feels unreal. I kind of feel like the last 3 days have been some kind of out of body experience. Like I just observed everything and didn't actually live through any of it. I feel like any minute now I'm going to wake up from this dream.... and then I'll be sad. I'm never like I was this weekend.... it's just not me... But... I don't regret any of it....
Of course it just complicates things.... but then again, what else is new. I guess it's just 1 more situation that we have to wait and see what happens... I'm getting tired of that.... :/