october begins
well this is more of a theoretical bullshit entry becuz i have nothing else better to do. well fall hasnt actually begun yet down here as the 80 degree temp outside suggests. thats bullshit. i want cool weather mr. weatherman. make it happen! so anyways last night kinda pissed me off. got in a tit for tat with jacque over something stupid. who is this robbie kid anyways...lol. but thats neither here nor there. anywho, it pissed me off that she just did not seem to care about our arguement, no matter how stupid it was. and im still peeved today. i called her back after lunch and amanda picked up and put me on hold and after about a minute i just hung up. whatever. life is full of this shit. we will get over it. moving on... i wanna discuss someone. lol well discuss it with myself anyways. ive been talking to natalie for quite some time now. pretty much since like mid summer or so. its interesting that ive met someone yet again who is very cool and if the opportunities were there i would try a relationship. obviously they arent but i like that ive made another good friend. she happens to be female which is interesting becuz i seem to have this affinity for being closer to girls but preferring to hang out with guys. hmmm, so yea i woke up this morning and kinda started off lazy. but i ended up going to best buy and purchased Donnie Darko, Lock Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and the new God Forbid cd. mmm gotta love the serenading tones of that double bass. they remind me of Trivium but with deeper vocals. and not one but two black guys. thats damn good. maybe a record who knows. anyways i was thinking about friends ive pretty much given up on and likewise have given up on me. and maybe im an asshole for this but i think its a good thing. if there were no ties to hold together the friendship then it was a waste of time in my eyes. and yes that means im left with maybe a handful of friends. but ill tell you what. they are all god damn good friends of mine. hmm, dusty and i are planning a sunday breakfast excursion to Perkins tomorrow. we gotta see how many people would like to accompany us. should be fun tho. well thats all for now. song of the...well the afternoon i guess: this song seems about right for the act of letting go...
"Antithesis Of Origami"
V-Shape Mind
Waiting for a sign to say that its OK, Faking all the smiles wrapped around my face, Focus on the pain and exfoliate, Focus on the pain, Antithesis. Carving notches in the past of no regret, Basking in the glow waving checkered flags, FUCK you and your game, I exfoliate, FUCK you and your game, Anithesis. And i feel indigo. I'm anotinted to be disappointed, Annoyed just to be, I'm anotinted to be disappointed, Oragami. Waiting for a sign to say its OK, Faking all the smiles wrapped around my face, Focus on the pain and exfoliate, Focus on the pain, Antithesis. Carving notches in the past of no regret, Basking in the glow waving checkered flags, FUCK you and your game, I exfoliate, FUCK you and your game, Anithesis. And i feel indigo. I'm anointed to be disappointed, Annoyed just to be, I'm anotinted to be disappointed, Oragami.
"Antithesis Of Origami"
V-Shape Mind
Waiting for a sign to say that its OK, Faking all the smiles wrapped around my face, Focus on the pain and exfoliate, Focus on the pain, Antithesis. Carving notches in the past of no regret, Basking in the glow waving checkered flags, FUCK you and your game, I exfoliate, FUCK you and your game, Anithesis. And i feel indigo. I'm anotinted to be disappointed, Annoyed just to be, I'm anotinted to be disappointed, Oragami. Waiting for a sign to say its OK, Faking all the smiles wrapped around my face, Focus on the pain and exfoliate, Focus on the pain, Antithesis. Carving notches in the past of no regret, Basking in the glow waving checkered flags, FUCK you and your game, I exfoliate, FUCK you and your game, Anithesis. And i feel indigo. I'm anointed to be disappointed, Annoyed just to be, I'm anotinted to be disappointed, Oragami.