Oct 09, 2005 13:02
1.Had thanksgiving early,and now feel like october isn't turning out like i wanted
2.I'm a really shallow person, my parents gave me a cell phone but its kinda old and ugly and now i'm resentful.
3.need a name for the cell phone hopefully i'll like it better
4.keep debating if my relationship with nic was serious or not, does sex make something serious? or if its
just your first time, and why can't i just let go
5.my rooms a mess and i should spend the day cleaning it
6.Ewan left his videogame on,even though he's not playing it
7.I want a haircut and new wardrobe and hopefully i'll be a refreshed me,i'm in a boring clothing depression
8.i just started chewing gum and it's the only reason why i'm not showering right now, don't know why but I can't chew gum and shower
9. my head hurts anytime light fluctuates or i move suddenly, i secretly fear a brain tumor
10. i miss his late night phones calls, and still wait up for them, which feels so pathetic but i'm alone at home so who's going to care or critize me
11. sudden urge to listen to Z.95.3
12.I hate jessicas msn i hate that she spelled it redonculous, it really annoys me
13.i'm searching to hard for random thoughts and end up repeating the previous 12 over and over again.
14. Rice? or Spaghetti? or. . . Grilled Cheese?
15. Really just want Lipton noodle soup, full of salty goodness, just had a flashback of me and serah eating that and going through christmas decorations, while skipping class
16.I honestly believe everything will work out in the end, or at least bring balance
17. I need to get my c.ds and umbrella back from nic,but i'm afraid of the awkwardness of it all, so i'll make up some exscuse as to needing them back something along the lines of "my moms on a U2 kick right now,and she's going to freak when she can't find her c.ds" not quite a lie cause she's always on a U2 kick but not neccisarily the truth,
18. Mrs.Nicholson is pregnant and that makes me happy
19.2 left
20. I don't think i want to get my tattoo done at adrenaline, just felt awkward in there to busy
love
giz