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so last night was probably the shittiest ive felt in an extremly long time, yes i know ive been drinking for 3 days straight but this wasnt a hangover. i was truly sick. runny nose, fever, headache, sore throat, cough. the works. i had boogers everywhere because i cant wipe or blow my nose properly and i just couldnt stop crying.
you know that feeling when your sick, that nothing can make you feel better but a hug and some cuddles. ya. well i totally felt that. i just felt so horrible and upset and all i wanted was for someone to come over and make me tea and make sure i fall asleep alright. ya . didnt happen. thats ok im not going to be all upset about it because it obviously isnt a big deal to the other person. i just wanted to feel loved. last night all i wanted was to feel special and i definately didnt get that. i just felt even worse.
thank god for roxanne, she is really the best. she dropped everything and came over to bring me soup and tylenol flu and oh ya. the fishermans friends. this girl stayed right untill i was about to pass out and made sure my fever had gone down before she left. i love you tons and tons and tons my turkey!!! thank you!!
you know that feeling when your sick, that nothing can make you feel better but a hug and some cuddles. ya. well i totally felt that. i just felt so horrible and upset and all i wanted was for someone to come over and make me tea and make sure i fall asleep alright. ya . didnt happen. thats ok im not going to be all upset about it because it obviously isnt a big deal to the other person. i just wanted to feel loved. last night all i wanted was to feel special and i definately didnt get that. i just felt even worse.
thank god for roxanne, she is really the best. she dropped everything and came over to bring me soup and tylenol flu and oh ya. the fishermans friends. this girl stayed right untill i was about to pass out and made sure my fever had gone down before she left. i love you tons and tons and tons my turkey!!! thank you!!