i suppose i'm glad i kept this...

Oct 02, 2006 23:23

nobody in college knows about it.

it seems as though things are degrading with jes. we've been having argument after argument for the past couple days. she always acts as though nothing happened afterwards, which helps, but i know it did. we've had fights about the stupidest shit, too. i think she feels like having sex resolves everything, too. honestly, it really doesn't. i mean, sex is wonderful. i enjoy it on an incredibly physical level that involves me orgasming. i like that. it's good. but it doesn't mean that the fight was had last night about her still liking a guy and wanting to go back to him everytime we fight (no matter how much she says she doesn't) is resolved.

she's been more and more irritable recently, and i suppose i have as well. but we really need to find out a new way to fix things.
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