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[in_dreams_of_u]

well i thought that things could only get better from where i was.. i guess i was wrong. now there is this stupid fued going on between two of my friends and i feel it is only my fault. i wish i could just reverse time and make everything right again.. to make every one happy.. but no matter how hard i try right now i cant do that. nothing is ever going to feel the same.. i dont think i will ever feel as good as i did when things were right .. when we were both said we were in love and when we both said we were going to be together forever..but nothing ever goes the way i want. nothing great ever last.

i cant seem to be able to have anything i want anymore. we can only be friends and it really sucks. i wish i knew if things would ever turn out to be more. it is getting harder and harder to say that we r just friends. but that it is all we r.