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como estan bitches!?
today went as follows:
zach told me he is definitely going to lalumiere and that he was there yesterday checking it out. he thinks it will be awesome since there are only like 7 people to a class. Not cool. sounds like st.pats and maybe it wont be like it but who knows. next, dan and i are walking out of the radio station, then suddenly vicki moore appears in the doorway. he turns and runs like hell into the station, into the news room, and falls, curls into a ball, and starts screaming, "i hate my life!!" and so yeah. tomorrow we are definitely sitting somewhere in the midst of people and we are not sitting alone! and yeah she is totally disgusting. like i wish that she would just die or not be able to go to lunches where there are regular people. because she is disgusting. if she doesn't find us tomorrow i will be so profoundly happy that i will just...yeah...jump on him and yeah..oops never mind. so yeah also, dan called after school and told me that he hasn't talked to his parents about the valentines dance yet. GRR.. but at least we get to spend our one year anniversary alone without anyone there spying on us to make sure we don't have SEX! god i hate being watched. Yeah it pisses me off. and then i had a great talk with my mom about how much i miss my dad and i wish he didnt die. and yeah there were tears and some runny noses but it was all good for me in the end. I feel refreshed. i think i just kept that inside so long that it kept me closed up inside. and i couldn't stop thinking about it. so yeah that was good for me. but now, i have to do this world civ project which i dont know how to do, but its all good because i can just bullshit it. its hard to do anyways. my mom wants to take me shopping to get my valentine day dress this weekend. Im so excited. we must go to charlotte russe and then all the big stores with dresses because i really want a good one when the stores havent been picked over. i need to give dan something really special for valentines day and our one year anniversary. because he told me that he has a suprise for me, but i need to get him something so i can even it out and not look cheap. but anyways, I miss him lots. I hate being alone all the time.
Okay, this would be a great opportunity to say something.
I'm sorry to all the people who were offended by the way i bitched and moaned about christmas. I was pissed because dan was mad at me for coming to his house late and not calling him. and it wasn't my aunt's fault for me being late. we went to her house too early and we heard her wrong, so yeah i cant blame her or anyone else but myself for being a bitch. also, i do not hate my aunt, (as ive said before) and to my cousins, all i can say is that i love them and i dont want there to be all these hard feelings and bad glances we should all just be nice to each other. Im sorry for all the shit i said to try and get back at you guys because that was wrong. you're still my fave cousins and i hope you guys have fun in highschool next year. if you need directions to a class, ask me and ill tell you. thats all i have to say right now, i have to get to work on my project thing. but i will update tomorrow.
muah*
today went as follows:
zach told me he is definitely going to lalumiere and that he was there yesterday checking it out. he thinks it will be awesome since there are only like 7 people to a class. Not cool. sounds like st.pats and maybe it wont be like it but who knows. next, dan and i are walking out of the radio station, then suddenly vicki moore appears in the doorway. he turns and runs like hell into the station, into the news room, and falls, curls into a ball, and starts screaming, "i hate my life!!" and so yeah. tomorrow we are definitely sitting somewhere in the midst of people and we are not sitting alone! and yeah she is totally disgusting. like i wish that she would just die or not be able to go to lunches where there are regular people. because she is disgusting. if she doesn't find us tomorrow i will be so profoundly happy that i will just...yeah...jump on him and yeah..oops never mind. so yeah also, dan called after school and told me that he hasn't talked to his parents about the valentines dance yet. GRR.. but at least we get to spend our one year anniversary alone without anyone there spying on us to make sure we don't have SEX! god i hate being watched. Yeah it pisses me off. and then i had a great talk with my mom about how much i miss my dad and i wish he didnt die. and yeah there were tears and some runny noses but it was all good for me in the end. I feel refreshed. i think i just kept that inside so long that it kept me closed up inside. and i couldn't stop thinking about it. so yeah that was good for me. but now, i have to do this world civ project which i dont know how to do, but its all good because i can just bullshit it. its hard to do anyways. my mom wants to take me shopping to get my valentine day dress this weekend. Im so excited. we must go to charlotte russe and then all the big stores with dresses because i really want a good one when the stores havent been picked over. i need to give dan something really special for valentines day and our one year anniversary. because he told me that he has a suprise for me, but i need to get him something so i can even it out and not look cheap. but anyways, I miss him lots. I hate being alone all the time.
Okay, this would be a great opportunity to say something.
I'm sorry to all the people who were offended by the way i bitched and moaned about christmas. I was pissed because dan was mad at me for coming to his house late and not calling him. and it wasn't my aunt's fault for me being late. we went to her house too early and we heard her wrong, so yeah i cant blame her or anyone else but myself for being a bitch. also, i do not hate my aunt, (as ive said before) and to my cousins, all i can say is that i love them and i dont want there to be all these hard feelings and bad glances we should all just be nice to each other. Im sorry for all the shit i said to try and get back at you guys because that was wrong. you're still my fave cousins and i hope you guys have fun in highschool next year. if you need directions to a class, ask me and ill tell you. thats all i have to say right now, i have to get to work on my project thing. but i will update tomorrow.
muah*