Jan 08, 2005 22:28
yeah so this week has been very relaxing and has made me feel very renewed. I love being rested and things of that sort. Tonight my love will call me. I wish I could have seen him today. He was in town he should have come by Bert's. Whatever though. I miss him. I haven't seen him in 4 days at least. Since I was sick. Wow, that sucks. So, now I'm all cramped up in my room and this house is so quiet it scares me. My mom and I rearranged my furniture in my bedroom. Go feng-shui! I doubt that my room has any more good energy than my concrete basement. But yes I hooked up my new stereo and my new alarm clock. A lot of new things from Christmas and my birthday. My mom is at some kind of banquiet thing in Valpo. She should be home by now. At least then I can talk to somebody. I hate the feeling of silence when I don't know what to do. If I'm with somebody, but it is silent, that is totally different. If you read the book "The Value of Silence"(I believe that is the title) then you would understand. Yeah, so my mom thinks that all of my homework is done. HAH. I wish. Tomorrow I will rent crazy/beautiful and watch it with Dan. My mother didn't want me to have a television in my room this time. She doesn't want him in my room at all. How sweet of her. Making sure I don't get knocked up. Very sincere, Mom. I hate it when parents assume that they know what you're up to, when really they have no clue. And then they get cocky about it and actually tell you that they "know what's going on." And you're like, "Yeah right, because we were only eating popcorn and laughing." Then they get all depressed and their egos go way down. That is always nice.
I want to sleep really bad. I watched "Battle for Ozzfest". They kicked this one guy off because he was such a bastard. He would whine and complain and he never acted like himself. He had no sense of identity and he would do things for show or just because somebody else was doing it. I hate those kind of people. And he was immature. He always needed the last word. I would have kicked his ass and told him to get his pansy shitface off the show. I hate that guy so much. So, now it is down to two bands. I don't like Cynder. The other band is better I just forgot the name.
I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I get to work Monday with Jackie, too. That will be fun because there's nobody there and we can stab the Chai Tea again and make it leak all over. It was hilarious because I wanted a Chai Tea so bad(the best drink in the world!) and we were out of the pre-made tea stuff, so Jackie got a new one, and couldn't get it open so I'm like "Do you need a knife?" so she started to pry it open, but that didnt work, (it's cardboard just so you know and really hard to get by hand) so then she just started stabbing it with the knife like tiny holes. And then we tore it open and the tea came like squirting out all over kind of like a hose on full blast and just wailing around spraying anyone and everyone. So, we start to freak out, and I went and got duct tape and then we thought we could staple it back together, but it kept leaking, so yeah we ended up pouring it into a huge iced tea pitcher. But, that was the best thing I have ever done in my whole life. It was so funny. I guess you had to be there if you can't imagine that and laugh.
Tonight I played the sims for almost two hours. I made a new house which is pimpin' and it totally has a fireplace upstairs! I like fireplaces. And my people started grilling at 7:45 in the morning and they had to go to work at 8, so I made them stop, and they got all pissed because they were hungry. I can't seem to make them get ready on time at all. They wake up at 6, and then the bus and ride to work come at 8:02. I tell them exactly what to do, but they decide that they will play the piano instead of going to the bathroom. I don't get it. Sims are dumb. I want to play sim city again. that game is awesome. I remember my brother playing it. The old school version like Sim City 2000. And that was hott in 1995 let me tell you.
Oh, so yesterday I was so mad. I stayed up really late typing this awesome journal entry and it had the lyrics for Blue and Yellow by The Used in the beginning, and then I typed a long message. But, I decided that I wanted to color some of my letters and words and things like that so I made it rich text mode. BAD IDEA!!! It made the whole entry one paragraph, and all of the spacing was lost on the lyrics it was just one huge jumbled mess and instead of going through it and revising the whole thing, I wanted to go back and paste it into the regular typing thing. But then, it wouldn't copy, and I didn't want to revise it because I'm lazy like that. So, I lost all that progress when I typed the entry. And the good song lyrics. I was totally pissed. And, I played the sims as well, but only saved halfway through making the house. So, while I was playing it, it froze on me and I had to exit with all of them starting to get raises and liking each other and being cooperative. Yeah, that put me in a really good mood. But at least I got to watch Anchorman. My mom wanted to watch it. What a joke. She said that we should start it at like 8:30 because my uncle would go to bed then. I was like "Shouldn't we just start it now because you'll fall asleep." She said she'd stay up. But what happened? Oh, she fell asleep! Nice pull, Mom. Yeah.
I'm tired of this journal biznass.
gotta get away
Ciao.