To Those in the Know

[in_deliria]

I had a teaparty wirth Quinny!! I tried to talk to him with his brain and my brain becose I cant talk to him in other way but I dont think he wanted to talk. I wish he did I want to tell him all about swimmin with Laurel and summer and fun and tea!! I told him anyway but I wanted him to talk back like he used to. He was always real nice to me.

Comments

[in_spectre_mors]

I have no doubt that Quinn appreciates your words very much. It's important for all of us to still keep him company, even though he can't talk to us. Everybody needs love, and it's wonderful of you indeed to give him that. You're a beautiful friend to everyone around you, Mara. I love you.

[in_deliria]

He wouldnt tal to me even in my head. do You think he can learn how?

[in_spectre_mors]

I would love it if he could, Mara, but I don't think so. He's been hurt very badly, and had his words taken away. We can remember the beautiful things he would have said, though. He would say how much he loves you, and how happy you make him. You have a very special gift for making people happy, you know.

[in_deliria]

Why would anyone wanrt to take his words away. that Sucks.

[in_spectre_mors]

I don't know, Mara. I really don't. There are some people who will do things we'll just never understand. I don't think we'd want to understand, though. I think a person needs to be very hurt to want to do something like that.

[in_deliria]

I was very hurt but I dont want t hurt anyone else. Do yolu?

[in_spectre_mors]

That's because you're a wonderful person, Mara. And no, I don't want to hurt anyone else. I hate seeing that sort of thing happen.

Sometimes though, if someone hurts someone I love, I get very angry. Like if you get hurt. Then it gets hard to control myself. But I always do my best, because I don't want to be someone who hurts people, not just for them, but for my sake, and for my family and friends. It's okay to get angry sometimes. But we don't have to give in to the things that come with that. It's just very sad that some people do.

[in_deliria]

your smart Adrian and I love you.

[in_spectre_mors]

Why thank you, darling! I love you too.