Hmmmm....
Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours
So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never been enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right
What is wrong with me? Grrr.. i just hate band i really do.. and now when i think about how in two days i'm goign to be in the pocono's im getting nervouse and i dont even know why.. maybe its because i know this'll be my last time there untill next summer!! aaah.. i'll go nuts i swear. But at least i know that i can drive now.. maybe i'll go a couple of times during the school year.. i dont know...
Six down... Three to go
Band camp day six wasn't bad because it was raining and we were inside most of the day. that was cool but it was tiring and i kept getting head achs and i hate head achs a lot. After band Dennis and i talked to Norene about Jess going to Pocono's and she said it was up to Jess! So then we talked to Hazlet and he said yes to!! It was amazing... so now all jess has to do is talk to her parnets and then she can go :) I'm so excited! We're gonna have so much fun you dont even know! lol.. I hope you can go Jess!!! I really reallly really do!
So now i'm about to go to the seventh day of band camp.. yay.. not... i really do hate it.. its soooo stupid.. just thre days left.. i'll keep telling myself that.
I miss Matt.. :(
Much Love <3
with everything you said
it will all catch up eventually
well, it caught up and honestly
the weight of my decisions
were impossible to hold
but they were never yours
they were never yours
So, we're talking forever
and you almost feel better
but, betters no excuse for tonight
you see, it's never been enough
to just leave or give up
but, its never good enough to feel right
What is wrong with me? Grrr.. i just hate band i really do.. and now when i think about how in two days i'm goign to be in the pocono's im getting nervouse and i dont even know why.. maybe its because i know this'll be my last time there untill next summer!! aaah.. i'll go nuts i swear. But at least i know that i can drive now.. maybe i'll go a couple of times during the school year.. i dont know...
Six down... Three to go
Band camp day six wasn't bad because it was raining and we were inside most of the day. that was cool but it was tiring and i kept getting head achs and i hate head achs a lot. After band Dennis and i talked to Norene about Jess going to Pocono's and she said it was up to Jess! So then we talked to Hazlet and he said yes to!! It was amazing... so now all jess has to do is talk to her parnets and then she can go :) I'm so excited! We're gonna have so much fun you dont even know! lol.. I hope you can go Jess!!! I really reallly really do!
So now i'm about to go to the seventh day of band camp.. yay.. not... i really do hate it.. its soooo stupid.. just thre days left.. i'll keep telling myself that.
I miss Matt.. :(
Much Love <3