I'm soo tired...
Day four
four down... five to go...
Band day four wasn't all that bad i guess.. i dont know i am just really tired right now and i just filled out that damn survey which made me even more tired. lol.. but anyway.. today was a day for complaining and laughing.. lol
Dennis cracks me up.. and Jenny she's amazing! And i dont know waht i'd do without Jess but i never see her! Damn band.. but we only go till five tomorrow so i get to hang out with matt n Jess n prolly quinton and dennis :) i'm way excited.
I really cant stand this band shit anymore. i go crazy and its not even fair. I'm treated like a freshman so today i decided to be one. i just dont care anymore and my mom says i should show hazlet that i want to be more involved.. but why woudl i want to when it would just be more stress.. i thought it would be more work but i should have just tried out for Drum Major so i can sit on the fucking stand all day.. i mean seriously.. we fucking run so much and fucking six inches that kills me when the DM just sits there.. i shoudl have had that for a goal.. i guess its too late now..
Anyway.. that was my complaining period.. i just cant wait for...
TOmorrow night
The beach saturday
Next thursday night when i go to Poc's
And next friday when i wear my new helmet!
And i want you to go so bad jess.. i dont want to keep pressuring u.. but its one game :( I dont know.. i guess i'll drop it :( but i love you! And.. And.. i love you!!!
I'm out..
Much <3
four down... five to go...
Band day four wasn't all that bad i guess.. i dont know i am just really tired right now and i just filled out that damn survey which made me even more tired. lol.. but anyway.. today was a day for complaining and laughing.. lol
Dennis cracks me up.. and Jenny she's amazing! And i dont know waht i'd do without Jess but i never see her! Damn band.. but we only go till five tomorrow so i get to hang out with matt n Jess n prolly quinton and dennis :) i'm way excited.
I really cant stand this band shit anymore. i go crazy and its not even fair. I'm treated like a freshman so today i decided to be one. i just dont care anymore and my mom says i should show hazlet that i want to be more involved.. but why woudl i want to when it would just be more stress.. i thought it would be more work but i should have just tried out for Drum Major so i can sit on the fucking stand all day.. i mean seriously.. we fucking run so much and fucking six inches that kills me when the DM just sits there.. i shoudl have had that for a goal.. i guess its too late now..
Anyway.. that was my complaining period.. i just cant wait for...
TOmorrow night
The beach saturday
Next thursday night when i go to Poc's
And next friday when i wear my new helmet!
And i want you to go so bad jess.. i dont want to keep pressuring u.. but its one game :( I dont know.. i guess i'll drop it :( but i love you! And.. And.. i love you!!!
I'm out..
Much <3