Ramble On

[in_cold_blood11]

I keep on retracting myself, then not, then retracting, then not. i'm tired of the game and all the bullshit and all the worrying. chuck at work (super rad old dude) gave me the best advice while drunk, he said "you only get so many heartbeats until you die", it sounds kind of negative but i don't think it is. shit, i'm just going to go with the flow from now on. i drink and i smoke heavily, why stress myself out even more and wear myself down to nothing?

everything's been kind of up for me, and i'm going to ride that wave