Sep 23, 2004 14:05
im changing this to friends only. i've grown uncomfortable with strangers that i've never met before reading this. i guess you can say i like to have control over certain things since i can't really control my life. people also tend to be malicious about these sorta things. they use these journals to find out every possible information about you and then use your weakness against you. i'm not a big fan of that, so yea. others just counter back saying "well, maybe you shouldn't reveal all your feelings to the world". i don't know about that. i just like to have a place to drop my feelings in like a piggy bank so that later, i can look at it all and count.
yea, dont IM me. not trying to be rude or anything but i really dont like talking online. i never have much to say anyways online except for the random comments and outbursts sometimes. i <3 my friends and talking to them just makes me happy. i actually do like meeting new people so feel free to talk to me. my screen name's nerdaiici0us. feel free to leave a comment to be added. i don't mean to be arrogant but i AM a nice person. i just don't like being taken advantage of and i'm sure you wouldn't either. so try to understand where i'm coming from.
if you want to read my journal, then leave a comment to be added. livejournals are free now so no code required to join. you can't bitch and moan to me how hard it is to obtain one since all that's changed. i'm sorry to all those who mean well and have good intentions. there just isn't enough of you guys to go around.
i ask that whoever does read my journal keep it confidential. i am only writing for myself. nothing in here is censored or candy-coated. life sure as hell isn't candy-coated. i beg of you, keep what you read to yourselves. i don't want my name and the things i do/did being run around in the rumor mill. basically, i don't want to find myself somewhere on the grapevine. i don't know how much i can emphasize this but please, please understand. there's obviously nothing i can do should you feel the need to break confidences. if you do, i hope to the powers that be that you're karma ass will be kicked from here to the end of the universe.
i'm not perfect and i refuse to explain myself to someone. my actions and thoughts are all for myself and nobody else. don't label me. the only label that would define myself is my own.
have a good one y'all.