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Jan 04, 2005 00:41

I'm not good at showing compassion, sensibility, sympathy, and love for those that are closest to me. My parents are one, my best friend another, my roomate, and these are a few among many. It's hard. I don't know why. But, I apologize for my seeminlgy carelessness. Am I one of those friends that you can run up and hug? I think to some I am, but it's usually because the other person is incredibly affectionate and likes to hug people in general.

To tell you the truth, I sometimes feel weird when I'm about to hug someone. I feel like I'll slip and accidently kiss them too. I know that sounds weird. But once when I was dropping Amanda Pilate at home I almost did it. Well, not almost, but kinda just thought about it and then thought myself weird. I think it's just because I'm used to giving a kiss after a hug because the one person I hug the most is my boyfriend. Anyways. I don't think it's much of a problem anymore. Great. Now no one is gonna hug me. I promise I won't kiss you.
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