carmcw
It is your level of self importance. It is above your head and i can't stand it.
It's the way you are disconnected from the world, you can't take a simple line and live with it. You have to question it.
Things just are, you refuse to accept that. You live in a manmade world. You are helpless without others. You are helpless without helping yourself.
You need growth that isn't made of words, people, music, wayofliving. You need pure growth. You don't understand this. You make my growth childish, and that is where your level of self importance is too strong. You are weak. and you don't know it yet.
Is there a reality that is not dependent on ones own demands?