where can i buy a really good set of earplugs???

Apr 07, 2005 14:02

i don't know if it is the time change, the girls driving me crazy!, or working out that is making me the most tired but man, i am exhausted. even though i have been going to bed early.....i seem to only have about 5 minutes or so to get ready for the day before i have to zip off to work and the whining......GOD! will they ever stop whining! the eldest has gotten into this thing where she thinks that she is aloud to tell me no or that i should do what she says......uh uh. i don't think so. where is she getting this attitude? it just miraculously cropped up in the past 3 days....AHHHH! i can't handle it anymore! it would be so nice if i could just show up and just wear earplugs and just not give a damn about them and just let them run rampant but i unfortunatley have a conscious and the little angel inside is saying "teach them, nuture them.....punish them for their wrong doing and show them the light" where the devil (which i wish that i could listen to) is saying "fuck them really.....why should you show them the light? it's not your job my friend...sit back and relax. let the parents deal with them" ah well.....i guess i will just listen to the angel and be what i know i should be. grrr.

besides nuturing (cringing) i have been studying for my lsat pretty rigorously. it is 2 months until i take the exam so i have increased my study hours but so far so good. i have also been going to the Y about 5 times a week which at the moment seems to be my sanity.....a place to get away and calm down.....one might even call it a place of refuge. it really has done wonders for me. but you really can call me miss boring for the next couple of months and i really dont think that i will be resurfacing that much into civilization until my exam is over....but after that.....the good ole summertime.
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