May 06, 2004 21:22
Wow, its sad how your life can do a total U-Turn.
1. I Am very confused about guys, and how guys are stupid and how i cant stand 94% Of them *Cept for a select few that is* **You KNow who you are**
But what i dont get is why guys think they are the only ones being played. But Girls are dumb as hell to.. Me Being one of them. What am i supposed to do, sit there and watch myself just slip away. I mean, i dont kno who to like and what to do. cuz sometimes, it just so happens, you like some1 and they dont like you, but then they like you. it always happens. its actually happening to me both ways..Arnt i just a lucky ducky. and i mean, i cant even understand it. And i regret every momment ive wasted thinking that someone could care for me, and ya kno what, when i find out they do, i pass it on, dont think about it. and it eats me in side to hear about the other chick. Ahh i dont kno what to do.
I had theatre, somewhere i didnt wanna go, and that i tried so hard to avoid,.
and pure online ppl are fucking bitching. UGh.
enough about my problems, I got my pretty dress on monday, and i love it, and now i have pretty shoes to match. ahh thats great,
I saw envy today. It was cute. Funny as shit. *Litterally, cuz the movie was about shit lol*
I hope everything is better with my friends. miranda and andre.. you guys kno i would take a bullet for you both.
Ahhhh I dont kno what to do!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
Im kinda nasty at tennis. lol sometimes. and i drew some hot tats on every1 in my contact.
Later...
Saying Goodbye if Way to hard,
Something i just cant do,
My whole world Came crashing down the day that i left you,
I threw out your old letter,
That ive saved all along
It didnt gett any better
The night i heard our song,
I wanna say im sorry,
cuz you kno that i still care,
Even if it doesnt work
You kno im always there....Thats my poem thats only in here cuz i liked it and wanted to save it.