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I'm a terribly horrid imbecile who can't do anything, has no talents or skills, or anything at all. I have no "bright" future. My past sucks from what I can even remember. Right now I don't even know how I feel. My mom thought I was mad but I'm not and I don't feel like doing anything - even this. But I have to do something right now. I have soccer later and I've been told that I play better when I'm mad. But I'm not mad. I have been playing better though. I don't even want to dye my hair anymore. None of my movies are appealing. None of my games. Not even msn - but no one is probably on anyways... I never even realised that school is starting in a week. I didn't know until someone told me and everyone started talking about it all the time.
Angie left already. She said she was leaving a week later because they were getting their floors in the new house changed to wood, but then her mom changed her mind and they moved anyways. New phone number, new address, new school [board, even]. And yesterday my mom, dad and I all helped my sister move into her residence for university.
Today my cats don't really seem to like me. I couldn't even remember how to play golf, which is really sad because it's not like I haven't played in a long time. I played better at the beginning of the summer when I hadn't played for almost a year or so.
I'm getting dizzy alot. I was told why but it's seems like I'm getting dizzy too much. Last night I had about three dreams that I remembered. I've had one of them before. That's been happening lately - having dreams I already had or dreams based in the same place/scenery.
I feel alot more jumpy than usual.
Angie left already. She said she was leaving a week later because they were getting their floors in the new house changed to wood, but then her mom changed her mind and they moved anyways. New phone number, new address, new school [board, even]. And yesterday my mom, dad and I all helped my sister move into her residence for university.
Today my cats don't really seem to like me. I couldn't even remember how to play golf, which is really sad because it's not like I haven't played in a long time. I played better at the beginning of the summer when I hadn't played for almost a year or so.
I'm getting dizzy alot. I was told why but it's seems like I'm getting dizzy too much. Last night I had about three dreams that I remembered. I've had one of them before. That's been happening lately - having dreams I already had or dreams based in the same place/scenery.
I feel alot more jumpy than usual.