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i don't think i realized up until now how crazy my life is.  me and john had a very mature conversation the other night because shit went down.  me & kristina took a road trip up to marist to bring alexis home for the summer, when i got there john called my phone- i didn't want to pick it up because i didn't really wanna see him, i was just getting over him.. but i did. i answer and he goes, "hey wanna fuck?" i'm like are you seriousssss, he was "only playing" but i'm like i'm in chris' room, we're leaving.. but you can come up to meet my friend. yeah - BIG MISTAKE.  after we left, his boy called me up and told me that he was going to ask for kristina's number tonight.  seriously, does he have a brain? we just deaded shit between us and he wants my friend's #? ahh so i flipped out & called his ass up.. he's a jerk but called me like 2 nights ago and we worked shit out, so who knows what will happen with us.. and as for nick: i haven't really been talking to him, he's been giving me "my space" but nothing's really changing.. i mean, i miss him.. but not like crazy.  i wonder what he's doing a lot but not a intimiate loving way, weird i know.  after 3 years, i wake up one morning and completely change my life around.

another crazy part of my life- my best friend alexis just broke up with her boyfriend.  me & nick started dating june 22, 2002.. they started dating june 24, 2002.  we broke up with our boyfriends about a week apart from each other, how weird?  my life is crazy and since i stressed so much, i dropped my gpa in college.. and i'm trying to get into marist for next semester but i don't know if i will get my application in on time.. i NEED to find an essay, any of you still have your essay that you wrote for college from high school? if so, PLEASE LET ME KNOW.

i'll leave you with some road trip pics,








i was flipping out that i was driving over a bridge, for the first time.








we made ittttttttt, without getting lost.



i swear, that's all i have. haha