Sep 09, 2007 14:23
I am really dishearted today! Sarah was on the cranky side yesterday. She felt kind of warm at bedtime so I gave her some Motrin. She started crying and calling for me at about 1am. Poor thing was running a fever of 104.1. She would not take any Motrin, she would drink some juice and then threw up! She woke up two more times last night and just wanted to be held and rocked. She woke up this morning and her temp was 101.4. Tylenol seems to be holding the temp. She is not complaining of anything hurting. She ate part of a bananna and some Kix and is drinking. She has been sleeping almost two hours now! I was hoping she would stay healthy for awhile. Guess we will see what the temp does tomorrow and see if we need to chat with the doctor.
I have been feeling like I really need to make some life changes. I don't feel like I have any close friends here where I live. I have one friend whom I communicate with via e-mail and I don't feel like the friendship is where I want it. I feel like I alwasy have to be there for her and she would be there for me when I need someone to be there! I realized sometime this week that I have put up walls around me after I had a friend tell me that I was not Christian. I have a hard time makeing friends, I will only reach out so far. Any suggestions on making friends would be appreicated.
I also really need to loose weight. I know the biggest thing right now is just watching my sweet intake and watching my portions. I think I would like to focus on one goal at a time I will work on limiting my sweet intake for the next month!
I work for a company that recognizes Jewish Holidays so I am only working two and a half days this week. I hopefully will have some good bonding time with by Sarah. I would like to take her to the Children's Musuem and story time at the Library!
and the week ahead,
life changes,
sarah