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lately i havent been feeling so great. mentally and physically. im really slacking on school and its really been stressing me out. everything in general hasnt been feeling right. like i feel lonely and i catch myself feeling bad formyself. i cant help this self pity i get. it just comes and i dont know what to do. i have these nervous breakdowns. like throughout the day ill just get this nervous feeling in my stomach and ill start sweating or my heart will start pounding. and it just comes and goes. but most of the time i just have nervous instances. i went to the doctor today and i hope they can find a way to help me. i researched and so far my symptoms some up to anxiety attacks, anemia and hyperhydrosis and so forth. i havent been always the one to be dependant on doctors, but now who knows. i just feel like i need someone to tell me that others feel like i do. its just i cant get over the fact that im feeling like this every single day. i cant do anything about it and im scared to death. i just wanna live freely be happy and just not live with this burden on my shoulders. damn...
on a lighter note, this weekend should be the bomb. i plan on seeing across the universe, homecoming(?) at niles west maybe or justing hanging with sylvia/ klaxons??!, then flosstradamus and cool kids saturday at the mca with so many people sleepover at emilys, then saturday unique and whatever else/?
on a lighter note, this weekend should be the bomb. i plan on seeing across the universe, homecoming(?) at niles west maybe or justing hanging with sylvia/ klaxons??!, then flosstradamus and cool kids saturday at the mca with so many people sleepover at emilys, then saturday unique and whatever else/?