fuck
so i realized that NOONE gives a flyying shit if i died. i`m SOO sick of being nice to EVERYY one then i get shit on. like come on, i love this boyy so much. his name is Stephen. i care about him so much. he is amazing. && myy friends know, i told him myy true feelings. were hanging out tonight iF i GET A FUCKiNG RiDE. lol but yeah, i`m cold. && i`m depressed as hell.
so supposivlyy i have 'true friends who wanna help me' there like you alwayys`z sayy u love Stephen && u wanna go out with him, but ur too scared to ask him out, i said yeah i no. i don`t ask ppl out, i am a GiRL. that is a dude job n e wayys`z. but yeah there like imma ask him for you! i said NO now come on your myy real friend ur not gonna keep pressuring me into something i don`t want to do.. jeeze. theyy finallyy stopped. but there like were gonna u better do it myy valentine dayy. i was like STFU ok?!? i`m not no romantic person, i`m not no girl who is alwayys`z happyy && stuff, like imma daredevil, i`m just mad scared to ask someone out. && there like imma go do it if you don`t!! WTF now thats`z getting annoyying it has been going on since like i told ppl i liked him, but i don`t like him ne more. i LOVE him. he nos`z too. he is amazing.
but yesterdayy i was on the fone wit him && myy fav. episode of fullhouse came on && i start to cryy becauze theyy got married && he was like whyy are u cryying?!? i said tons of reasons. he was like whyy, i said i`m holding a secret from you, he said what i said guess he was like OMG i hate when u do this lol but he guess the first tryy.. he guessed i love him.
i wish myy valentines`z dayy can be happyy :/
i have HATED it since 8th grade && i alwayys`z will til someone proves me wrong.
[never gonna happen since noone loves me.]
but i love him.. :[
i hope i die. && don`t fucking even DARE call me emo, cuz i`m not. fuck off.
<3
so supposivlyy i have 'true friends who wanna help me' there like you alwayys`z sayy u love Stephen && u wanna go out with him, but ur too scared to ask him out, i said yeah i no. i don`t ask ppl out, i am a GiRL. that is a dude job n e wayys`z. but yeah there like imma ask him for you! i said NO now come on your myy real friend ur not gonna keep pressuring me into something i don`t want to do.. jeeze. theyy finallyy stopped. but there like were gonna u better do it myy valentine dayy. i was like STFU ok?!? i`m not no romantic person, i`m not no girl who is alwayys`z happyy && stuff, like imma daredevil, i`m just mad scared to ask someone out. && there like imma go do it if you don`t!! WTF now thats`z getting annoyying it has been going on since like i told ppl i liked him, but i don`t like him ne more. i LOVE him. he nos`z too. he is amazing.
but yesterdayy i was on the fone wit him && myy fav. episode of fullhouse came on && i start to cryy becauze theyy got married && he was like whyy are u cryying?!? i said tons of reasons. he was like whyy, i said i`m holding a secret from you, he said what i said guess he was like OMG i hate when u do this lol but he guess the first tryy.. he guessed i love him.
i wish myy valentines`z dayy can be happyy :/
i have HATED it since 8th grade && i alwayys`z will til someone proves me wrong.
[never gonna happen since noone loves me.]
but i love him.. :[
i hope i die. && don`t fucking even DARE call me emo, cuz i`m not. fuck off.
<3