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I feel like the most miserable girl in the world. And it sucks that I can't tell you that without getting frustrated with me. I think this afternoon, I really did convince myself that we would be okay if we were no longer together. And now that we're back together, I'm crying. I thought I wanted to be with you. I just, I guess it sucks because you've always had all your friends all over you. It always bothered me. Just hop off, it's so annoying. But it's okay. It's what makes me think that you will be okay without me. I don't want to be the only one miserable. But I always am. I always am.