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it was the senoir walk to day........becky walked by.....i balled.....i couldnt take the fact taht this was our last year for EVERYTHING we have ever done together......our last year of dacne....last time ill see her in school as a student....i love her.....i balled......i couldnt stop......& now i just have this blank expression on my face.......i cant believe shes graduateing....im so proud of her.......you guys couldnt believe how proud i am & how much she means to me.....im going to miss her.....a LOT.....becky..i LOVE you!
so yea......today i wore my shirt taht says "im in love w/ my exboyfreinds exgirlfrend" i got a lot of....so your lesbian & a lot of ooooooo your in love w/ yourself.....it is really a neither.....let me explain.....do you know when your boyfriend dumps you & you become good friends with one of his ex's? thats what that is about...NOTHING to do about being lesbian or about myself. thought id clerify that.
so yea.....i guess im goning midnight bowling w/ a few friends & tomarrow im off to the intersectoin for a broken sunday shindig. so that should be fun eh? yea....i dont ahve much to say but have a wodnerful day..i love you guys mor hten you would ever know.
love always & forever,
skye wiltse
*i dont wanna loss a thing, it could change my memorys...*
P.S.....here is another poem....its called beautiful love....it isnt my best but it works....its a vonerable love poem.....
ive lost my life, ive lost my heart,
shot my now, but that wouldnt be right
the grass brown, the water down
who will save me, my beauiful love?
the rash is spreading, causing a black heart
its buring my insides, tearig me apart
the night is running, running away
for right now my reality is like my dreams,
come adn save me, my beautiful love
save me, breathe me, let me know
as horrible as it sounds i am no more
yet this is insane and this is all inhuman
my beautiful beautiful love, please undersatnd
how you ingnore me so, how much that brings me pain
i wasnt finshed, i had much more to say
but in the end, we dont share a brain
im broken, im down, im as old as a record
replaing oldies, you know my past
im lost, im naked, i dont hear a sound
parnoid, unable, i cant save myself
ive lost my hope, my dreams have vanished
oh my beautiful love, what happend?
i lost you, i need you, i dont know what to do
for everything has lost its lust, its all moldy now
oh my beatiful beatiful love, what can i do?
i want you to understand, i dont need you to be blue
help me undersatnd, ill let you understand back
oh my beuatiful love, why is nothing watned?
its all taken for granted, thrown in the trash
oh my beautiful love, nothing ever lasts
so yea......today i wore my shirt taht says "im in love w/ my exboyfreinds exgirlfrend" i got a lot of....so your lesbian & a lot of ooooooo your in love w/ yourself.....it is really a neither.....let me explain.....do you know when your boyfriend dumps you & you become good friends with one of his ex's? thats what that is about...NOTHING to do about being lesbian or about myself. thought id clerify that.
so yea.....i guess im goning midnight bowling w/ a few friends & tomarrow im off to the intersectoin for a broken sunday shindig. so that should be fun eh? yea....i dont ahve much to say but have a wodnerful day..i love you guys mor hten you would ever know.
love always & forever,
skye wiltse
*i dont wanna loss a thing, it could change my memorys...*
P.S.....here is another poem....its called beautiful love....it isnt my best but it works....its a vonerable love poem.....
ive lost my life, ive lost my heart,
shot my now, but that wouldnt be right
the grass brown, the water down
who will save me, my beauiful love?
the rash is spreading, causing a black heart
its buring my insides, tearig me apart
the night is running, running away
for right now my reality is like my dreams,
come adn save me, my beautiful love
save me, breathe me, let me know
as horrible as it sounds i am no more
yet this is insane and this is all inhuman
my beautiful beautiful love, please undersatnd
how you ingnore me so, how much that brings me pain
i wasnt finshed, i had much more to say
but in the end, we dont share a brain
im broken, im down, im as old as a record
replaing oldies, you know my past
im lost, im naked, i dont hear a sound
parnoid, unable, i cant save myself
ive lost my hope, my dreams have vanished
oh my beautiful love, what happend?
i lost you, i need you, i dont know what to do
for everything has lost its lust, its all moldy now
oh my beatiful beatiful love, what can i do?
i want you to understand, i dont need you to be blue
help me undersatnd, ill let you understand back
oh my beuatiful love, why is nothing watned?
its all taken for granted, thrown in the trash
oh my beautiful love, nothing ever lasts